aside
from the cats
fighting
outside his
bedroom window
he bitched
about his poetry,
the pollution
of cigarette butts,
hookers raising
prices on their goods
and how my body
felt like
anarchy
in his coffee;
`I love you,` I said
-poem by Devlin De La Chapa
beautiful chapbooks
sit in my bathroom
like a rainbow of skittles;
they bring me comfort
in knowing
that someone
does give a damn
about my periods
and that pads with wings
won`t actually make me fly
-poem by Devlin De La Chapa
free association (freedom-dissociated)
exist ennui entertain no sleep resist embrace erase (fuckface
of late) love hate lust late haunt cum taunt some eminent
femininity (femdom for me) searching healing breaking
reeling succeeding suck seed fucking greed atm bucks atm
otherwise never wise to die not dead yes head yes dying not
trying further down bdsm frown teen to mature poetry too
immature failing wailing moaning good lonesome wood
sleeping should riding hood her or him or me tiresome lies
tired eyes see belied existing inside this body breath life death
*****
definitions for me
poetry and porn,
the priapism for
my hanged corpse
