THE END
I knew i was in love when sleeping
On your floor
Was better then sleeping
In my own bed
I knew i was in love when staying in your arms
Was all i wanted
and was better then every other place on earth
I knew i was in love when I cried into coffee cups
and kept drinking anyway,
slept nearly 20 hours a day
Since last Friday
I held onto the hope of you
tighter than my own sanity
I have felt
pathetic
and wrong
and amazed
I knew i was in love when at nights
I wish that with my last breath
I’ll exhale my love for you
And i desperately hoped
It was a cold night
So you could see what you meant to me
I knew i was in love when we were staying
Together in bed and i wrote
‘ Please don’t leave me ‘
With my fingertips on your skin
I knew i was in love when i decided to let you go and I’m happy
That’s the perfect end for a piece of shit story like this
And now i think i might brutally murder the next person
Who says they love me and leaves
I knew i was in love when you looked at me
In the middle of the night
Rain pouring on our faces, phones constantly ringing
with pity somehow and said
‘ listen, i have to go, i don’t know what to say ‘
And i tiredly answered ‘ Don’t worry i know what we are
And i know what we are not ‘
I knew, i just knew that i wanted it to much
And you didn’t want it enough
A basic imbalance
My mom told me once
‘ stop setting yourself of fire for someone
Whostays there and watches you burn ‘
I guess mom was right
I knew i was in love when i realised i used to shake
At the single thought of you loving someone else
